Tired I am..
Feeling lost, all days work load.
Just keep breathing, when it gets harder dreaming.

Ain't gonna change the world darlin,
my will is barely enough for livin,
can't do nothin but hope to get there some day
with all the thoughts mumblin in my head
just a breath is enough to remind me
of how sluty this life might be.

Nope,no-one told me how hard it would be,
not to crawl but to walk
keeping the thoughts in me just to me,
but gotta act like the ones in Tv.

Everyday keeps throwing new things on me
new dirt, new dust, new puzzles..
I thought it would be easy,
but it's not...

Just thinking of daily tiring acts
little interactions and big ideas
it's not enough baby
but then no one said it would be easy...

Keep comin' back to the same old spot..

its sick..
its boring..
it keeps folding but never diminuishing..
why?
thats the secret
Just like stone faces
almost impossible to figure or destroy

its sick..
why the same days come back?
imagination trapped
seduction faded
justification in the mind
of a spider if you will
but not the pny,
oh no never the ponyhead sicko
from Fifth Av. or The Soho

mumbling
keeping
insane?
it depends..

Keep comin' back to the same old spot..

gotta keep the mood up
gotta keep the spirits high
gotta keep the harshy feelings out
gotta keep the good work
gotta keep the emptyness away
gotta keep the closed ones near
gotta keep the soul in free mood
gotta keep the tears away

tears of joy
tears of pain

at least I could cry..
now its all dry..
I wonder why?

confused..

Im just wondering..
when it got so hard?!
to communicate..

its been 4 years now..
so much time..
to share
to love
to fade
to escape..

shouldnt it get better?
is this too a childish dream?
is this real?
or is this a projection of feelings and thoughts, all set up with the sanity of childish purity?

so confusing.. that im wondering..
when it got so hard?!
to communicate..

Lovely time of da year...

Tired of the jobs, documentary. school..
Hardly finding time to shoot..
BUt still its spring! ooh yeah

gelsin konserler gelsin şortlar.. ooohh yandaaannn aman da amann...

Suck my hairy yellow butt!